MY 1st Assignment

WOW
so happy that I have finished
the FE assignment (SWOT)
this is mine first assignment in HELP
so glad i could finish it before the due date
and submitted it 1 day before the expired date

although it was finished
but others 3 are surrounding me now
1 individual work
2 group works
must work hard to improve my skills

O% represented in the TURN IT IN report
I'm not sure whether it's good or bad news
but it's a nice try
I promised myself
next time have to do well
have to learn how to do in text referencing
and keep the TURN IT IN REPORT in single digit

cheer up for others classmates who
haven't finish the assignment yet
remember tomorrow are the expired date
submitted it before 5pm to the DOME (might be wrong)

新的生活

最近的生活感觉上
转变还蛮大的
屋子里没有了很多人
但是一位朋友住了进来
这是很庆幸的事情
还有人可以让我倾诉以及依靠
三餐都要自己搞掂
真是有点可怜且麻烦很多

最近找到了一份工作
在Shabu Garden当侍应生
工作三天567
这是我第一份的服务生工作
我给自己的原则是
一定要给客人好的服务态度
因为我受过教育
且我也希望自己也能被好招待的

三天下来的工作
最让我印象深刻的是两个画面
一就是在厨房吃饭的时候
尽管我多么的笑脸迎人
无论对着客人或是员工
员工们给我的反应还是一样的冷酷
吃饭一个人吃
没有人会跟你讲话
自己一个拿着大碗坐在油漆桶上
躲在角落快速的出完就开工去了
整个画面和感觉都很凄凉
总得自己好惨哦
在那一刻

接下来就是被滚水烫到的时候
被烫到了
我还要很努力的继续工作
整只左手都被热水烫到
幸亏没有太热
那个时候我第一时间
想起了他
我突然很想哭
觉得很委屈
很想在他的怀里或是肩膀哭出来

总结3天
我总觉得自己这个员工算是不错了
做了一天就已经上手
可以自己下单到出菜等
不需要有人看着我怎样的
明明都不说话了
但是一开口
就被说上班时间聊天
真的要哑巴的人才不会中骂
这方面有点刻薄的

每天回到家
双脚仿佛不是自己的那样
记得第一天是最痛的了
我几乎是痛着入睡的
睡着了才能减轻多少的痛楚
之前是想说做一两个月就不做了
因为实际上自己也不是缺钱用
只是想说拿些经验赚回少少钱给自己储蓄就算

现在好像有了买车的必要
靠我月入360再加上接送人家的费用
大概有500块其实也足够供车的
要跟妈妈商量一下头期就好咯
觉得自己改变了很多
我算不算是长大了呢？

Happy Valentine Day's

19 years
I spent valentine day's myself
although today are not celebrated by us
this valentine are celebrated by japanese usually
they call this white valentine
if i didn't get wrong

hopefully
today will be bit special than others in the pass
i will get new started after these

feel apologize also
i may not attend my friend birthday celebration
we are best friend almost 6 years
i knew she will forgive me
happy birthday to Merlene
i believe our friendship will be forever^^

Life Without You

You are gone
although it's not the first time
but i felt abnormal also
no more noises
no more chatter
no more meal and take caring

I said dinner are the most filled meal in my whole day
but now all are gone
no more rices and delicious dishes
have to wash my clothes myself
dry it myself and collect it myself
all work have to do it myself

19 years old
have to be more individual
hope i can adapt it asap
thank my grandmum
i knew u will come back someday

4 weeks in HELP

This is the first time
i try to write my blog in English
if any mistake please forgive me
thank you

i have been studying in HELP bout 4 weeks
HELP lecturer are not bad
especially the Mr Raj
although the lecture are boring
but i known he tried 2 make it more interesting
therefore
I'm not willing to let him felt disappointed to me

HELP didn't give me any campus life
but here are globalization because of
many foreign student are available in HELP
i could make friend with then
for examples Mustafa, shervan, Royal n others
so glad to meet them
they are very nice

3 assignments are ordering to us
i felt nervous & unstable now
what should i do
what can i do
and what is going happen
a lot uncertain things are involved in my life
virgo couldn't accept it
i have to settle down all these things
hope someone can help me
but i knew i must face it myself
praying for me please